i wanna be a nomad...

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

12-29-02, Sunday

Floating, tossing, turning on this
sea of confusion
feeling myself getting
swallowed up
then spouted up
through the belly of
life, love, and fear
Sometimes I see the sun
feel the sun
but sometimes my eyes hurt
and the skin of my soul burns
and I hide
back in the belly’s darkness
afraid to give up its safety
of not being able to see
so that I won’t have to
see
and won’t have to give away
that which I think is
what I need

Untuck my blanket of darkness, Father
and lift me up from
this bed of slavery.

I need to fly
in Your air and be blown
by Your breath in and all
around me.

3 Comments:

  • You knew me when, E. Thanks for being such a patient, compassionate, loving friend during the most confusing, utterly painful, scary, and heartbreaking time of my life.

    By Blogger Nomad, at 9:39 AM  

  • e's are for *e*levating the hearts of others.

    By Blogger Nomad, at 9:45 AM  

  • i can finally say no regrets, too, e. god was sweet, so merciful, to bring me here.

    By Blogger Nomad, at 10:40 AM  

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